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| Granddaughter and I spent past week in Utah.
Frankly, it was one of the best weeks of my life in spite of how it started.
Arrival was like coming home to family. WE were lovingly greeted and pulled into their home. WE were given two bedrooms but I had my granddaughter share my bed so we just took up one (big) bedroom.
I had several meetings throughout our time there, but we were fed by any number of people, got to get out and DO things. Granddaughter out on a little bike, a playmate that loved to see her when he got out of kindergarten.
We went fishing: she got to drive the boat after catching several bass. Kiss the first catch of the day for good luck.
I have an offer of going back to make quite a bit of money there and I cannot see why I cannot go back.
I have not enjoyed California, I find it quite insufferable, in fact. So many rules. Things that should be free are charged. (one exception was when I went to meet up with my sister and there was a free water feature in the park that kids could play in)
No or lousy fishing. I guess if I were a bass angler, I could have found some water warm enough..
It was a great week.. I will see how this unfolds. | | |
| Again, trying to put words on events is always a challenge.
The latest in all of this: I finally had labwork done on Friday only to discover that a lot of my hard work was UNDONE by pills prescribed by doctors!
SICK.
Anyway, after working hard to get a normal cholesterol and only 4 points above normal triglycerides, all of these numbers were WAY high (triglycerides were over 1000), Except ONE: the LDL had come down to 62.
All those drugs to get one TINY positive result?
No more. That stops now. I will go back to what works.
This is day two without the offending drugs. I managed to get through yesterday without requiring a midday nap. What a pleasure!
I am doing my best to keep a food journal in addition to the log for blood pressure and glucose readings.
Since I am feeling better, I will be able to walk again. We swam for two hours yesterday! | | |
| Its been a while since I posted here. Its about time.
I have been trying to adjust to a life that was not ready for me: not enough space, not enough time. It seems to finally feel like it can happen after all. Every one has needs and I have been stymied lately by little things that keep me from going forward. I have been overwhelmed with people refusing to recognize their own potential (in my business, I get to work from home, put in as many hours as I wish and help as many people as I can touch. I love what I do!)
I have a passion for what I do: I do not need to suck energy out of someone to make it happen. Yet there are those that seem to need to drain me in ways I never would have thought of to create that same energy! WOW!
Okay, for the privilege of helping people, getting paid well for it, how much energy would it take? Maybe there are those that believe it is simply not possible? Is that the case? So one of my goals, my mission, for this year is to help many people. I have accepted a challenge upon becoming branch manager that will allow me to help people exponentially: daunting in the idea, yet.. I am rather intrigued by the idea of getting up in front of many people.
The mission is simply this: develop my business to the point of its own momentum taking over. I have done this in the past, its really not that hard to do! The best part is I get to help people overcome their personal financial challenges without actually being their financial adviser or planner. I equip them with a powerful tool to do things that seem modest on the surface: save $20/day for the next 10 years, for example. Help them get out of debt, pay off their mortgages, get the kids in college, create powerful outcomes that were traditionally reserved for those willing to pay thousands of dollars to accountants, financial planners, stock brokers, etc.
www.CasaMine.com
Next mission: develop a family relationship more like 'normal'. Unknown to me over these many years, my kids were shortchanged. I cannot make up for the past, there is no way. But I can help create a more positive FUTURE. I can do that by creating the most loving, caring, giving and nurturing relationships possible with my family. I have returned to California to do exactly this. I admit this was largely under protest initially, but I began to realise that I cannot have a greater relationship until I surrendered something. My perceived freedom for one.
I also had to surrender those relationships that were shutting me down, tearing me apart, creating additional conflict and worst of all, denying my biologicals!
Hmmm, tough choice! Hahahahahah..... its amazing what we buy into when we 'believe' we are doing the 'right' thing. Yet, I had honestly believed that I was! Jeez! What does it take to wake up? Red pill or blue pill? Reality or the matrix? I was in the 'matrix', my personal hell that I believed was better for me.
Actually that last paragraph relates in other ways: so many people do not want to believe there is an easier way to live their lives and they can be financially independent. I understand: so many scams that have been out there, it really is not hard to understand.
Yet, they chose to live in their personally matrices. That is okay. There are plenty of people that actually wake to see reality and chose IT.
I am sort of wandering. Sorry about that. Lets see what happens.
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| but, I am enjoying what I am doing. Its funny, the more I do, the more energy I seem to have.. but hey, I guess others have observed that in the past as well..
I found an incredible program designed by financial planners to help people build up their finances. Its rather funny how people that KNOW ME tend to ignore the good stuff I try to bring to them.
Meanwhile, strangers are certainly responding. (sad that people i care about cannot understand that I just want to help).
I worked an amazingly long day on Friday. Non Stop and wound up showing the program to a few people. The first people who saw it could not wait to get started!
Anyway, things are moving along .. well. just need to do that thing, what is it called? oh yeah... sleep | | |
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